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This is really in response to the recent what cartridge do you carry thread. I see a post or two in the thread potentially turning into a handload for carry discussion. The am not going to debate it. I carry factory but we all need to carry what we feel comfortable carrying. But to say there are no examples of where handloads have proved problematic is false. Here is something I am borrowing from Mas Ayoob that has a list of cases where it has proven problematic. A lot of it has to do with the data and certainy surrounding a factory load vs a handload. So feel free to read through and make your own decisions. It is easy to discount and say well, there is no uncertainty in my loads, it’s x grains of y powder. But take it to the next step. It gets to prove that is your load. Sure, you got a box of that load, but how is that not your practice loads? It’s all about what you can prove and when the recovered bullet and casing match a factory load and the powder residue in the fired case matches the powder not available on the open market pretty much verifies the load used.
So take it for what it’s worth. And handloaders, I get it, I am a big handloader and I have never hunted with a factory load. I have certain rifles that have never had a factory load touch them, but for me, for defense purposes, give me a factory load.


"Cases Where Handloads Caused Problems in Court

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As promised, here are the sources for records for any who feel a need to confirm the cases I have referenced previously where handloaded ammunition caused problems for people in the aftermath of shootings.

As I have noted in this thread earlier, and as the attorneys who have responded to this matter have confirmed, local trials and results are not usually available on-line. However, in each case, I have included the location where the physical records of the trials are archived.

NH v. Kennedy

James Kennedy, a sergeant on the Hampton, NH police force, pursued a drunk driver whose reckless operation of the vehicle had forced other motorists off the road. The suspect ended up in a ditch, stalled and trying to get underway again. Advised by radio that responding backup officers were still a distance away, and fearing that the man would get back on the road and kill himself and others, Kennedy approached the vehicle. At the driver’s door, the suspect grabbed Kennedy’s Colt .45 auto and pulled it towards himself. It discharged in his face, causing massive injury.

The reload in the gun was a 200 grain Speer JHP, loaded to duplicate the 1000 fps from a 5” barrel then advertised by Speer for the same bullet in loaded cartridge configuration.

This was the first case where I saw the argument, “Why wasn’t regular ammunition deadly enough for you,” used by opposing counsel. They charged Kennedy with aggravated assault. They made a large issue out of his use of handloads, suggesting that they were indicative of a reckless man obsessed with causing maximum damage.

Defense counsel hired the expert I suggested, Jim Cirillo, who did a splendid job of demolishing that argument and other bogus arguments against Kennedy at trial, and Kennedy was acquitted.

This case dates back to the late 1970s. The local courts tell me that the case documentation will be on file at Rockingham County Superior Court, PO Box 1258, Kingston, NH 03843. File search time is billed at $25 per hour for cases such as this that date back prior to 1988.

NJ V. Bias

This is the classic case of gunshot residue (GSR) evidence being complicated by the use of handloaded ammunition, resulting in a case being misinterpreted in a tragic and unjust way. On the night of 2/26/89, Danny Bias entered the master bedroom of his home to find his wife Lise holding the family home defense revolver, a 6” S&W 686, to her head. He told police that knowing that she had a history of suicidal ideation, he attempted to grab the gun, which discharged, killing her. The gun was loaded with four handloaded lead SWC cartridges headstamped Federal .38 Special +P.

Autopsy showed no GSR. The medical examiner determined that Lise Bias had a reach of 30”, and the NJSP Crime Lab in Trenton determined that the gun in question would deposit GSR to a distance of 50” or more with either factory Federal 158 grain SWC +P .38 Special, or handloads taken from his home under warrant for testing after Danny told them about the reloads. However, the reloads that were taken and tested had Remington-Peters headstamps on the casings and were obviously not from the same batch.

Danny had loaded 50 rounds into the Federal cases of 2.3, 2.6, and 2.9 grains of Bullseye, with Winchester primers, under an unusually light 115 grain SWC that he had cast himself, seeking a very light load that his recoil sensitive wife could handle. The gun had been loaded at random from that box of 50 and there was no way of knowing which of the three recipes was in the chamber from which the fatal bullet was launched.

We duplicated that load, and determined that with all of them and particularly the 2.3 grain load, GSR distribution was so light that it could not be reliably gathered or recovered, from distances as short as 24”. Unfortunately, the remaining rounds in the gun could not be disassembled for testing as they were the property of the court, and there is no forensic artifact that can determine the exact powder charge that was fired from a given spent cartridge.

According to an attorney who represented him later, police originally believed the death to be a suicide. However, the forensic evidence testing indicated that was not possible, and it was listed as suspicious death. Based largely on the GSR evidence, as they perceived it, the Warren County prosecutor’s office presented the case to the grand jury, which indicted Danny Bias for Murder in the First Degree in the death of his wife.

Attorney John Lanza represented Danny very effectively at his first trial, which ended in a hung jury. Legal fees exceeded $100,000, bankrupting Danny; Attorney Lanza, who believed then and now in his client’s innocence, swallowed some $90,000 worth of legal work for which he was never paid.

For his second trial, Bias was assigned attorney Elisabeth Smith by the Public Defender’s office. Challenging the quality of evidence collection, she was able to weaken the prosecution’s allegation that the GSR factor equaled murder, but because the GSR issue was so muddled by the handloaded ammo factor, she could not present concrete evidence that the circumstances were consistent with suicide, and the second trial ended with a hung jury in 1992. At this point, the prosecution having twice failed to convince a jury beyond a reasonable doubt, the judge threw out the murder charge.

It was after this that I personally lost track of the case. However, I’ve learned this past week that the case of NJ v. Daniel Bias was tried a third time in the mid-1990s, resulting in his being acquitted of Aggravated Manslaughter but convicted of Reckless Manslaughter. The appellate division of the Public Defender’s office handled his post-conviction relief and won him a fourth trial. The fourth trial, more than a decade after the shooting, ended with Danny Bias again convicted of Reckless Manslaughter. By now, the state had changed its theory and was suggesting that Danny had pointed the gun at her head to frighten her, thinking one of the two empty chambers would come up under the firing pin, but instead discharging the gun. Danny Bias was sentenced to six years in the penitentiary, and served three before being paroled. He remains a convicted felon who cannot own a firearm.

It is interesting to hear the advice of the attorneys who actually tried this case. John Lanza wrote, “When a hand load is used in an incident which becomes the subject of a civil or criminal trial, the duplication of that hand load poses a significant problem for both the plaintiff or the prosecutor and the defendant. Once used, there is no way, with certainty, to determine the amount of powder or propellant used for that load. This becomes significant when forensic testing is used in an effort to duplicate the shot and the resulting evidence on the victim or target.”

He adds, “With the commercial load, one would be in a better position to argue the uniformity between the loads used for testing and the subject load. With a hand load, you have no such uniformity. Also, the prosecution may utilize either standard loads or a different hand load in its testing. The result would be distorted and could be prejudicial to the defendant. Whether or not the judge would allow such a scientific test to be used at trial, is another issue, which, if allowed, would be devastating for the defense. From a strictly forensic standpoint, I would not recommend the use of hand loads because of the inherent lack of uniformity and the risk of unreliable test results. Once the jury hears the proof of an otherwise unreliable test, it can be very difficult to ‘unring the bell.’”

Ms. Smith had this to say, after defending Danny Bias through his last three trials. I asked her, “Is it safe to say that factory ammunition, with consistently replicable gunshot residue characteristics, (would) have proven that the gun was within reach of Lise’s head in her own hand, and kept the case from escalating as it did?”

She replied, “You’re certainly right about that. Gunshot residue was absolutely the focus of the first trial. The prosecution kept going back to the statement, “It couldn’t have happened the way he said it did’.”

The records on the Bias trials should be available through:
The Superior Court of New Jersey
Warren County
313 Second Street
PO Box 900
Belvedere, NJ 07823

Those who wish to follow the appellate track of this case will find it in the Atlantic Reporter.

142 N.J. 572, 667 A.2d 190 (Table)

Supreme Court of New Jersey
State
v.
Daniel N. Bias
NOS. C-188 SEPT.TERM 1995, 40,813
Oct 03, 1995
Disposition: Cross-pet. Denied.
N.J. 1995.
State v. Bias
142 N>J> 572, 667 A.2d 190 (Table)


TN v. Barnes

The decedent attacked Robert Barnes and his young daughter with a large knife and was shot to death by the defendant with SJHP .38 Special reloads from a Smith & Wesson Model 36. The distance between the two at the time of the shooting became a key element in the trial, and a misunderstanding of that distance was a primary reason he was charged with Murder. The evidence was messed up in a number of ways in this case, and I do not believe the reloaded ammo (which the prosecution did not recognize to be such until during the trial) was the key problem, but it definitely was part of a problem in reconstructing the case. We were able to do that without GSR evidence, and Mr. Barnes won an acquittal. In this case, I believe the use of factory ammo, combined with proper handling and preserving of the evidence by the initial investigators, would have made the defense much easier and might well have prevented the case from ever being lodged against him.

The records of TN v. Barnes are archived under case number 87297015 at:

Criminal Justice Center
201 Poplar
Suite 401
Memphis, TN 38103

Iowa v. Cpl. Randy Willems

A man attempted to disarm and murder Corporal Randy Willems of the Davenport, IA Police Department, screaming “Give me your (expletive deleted) gun, I’ll blow your (expletive deleted) brains out.” Willems shot him during the third disarming attempt, dropping him instantly with one hit to the abdomen from a department issue factory round, Fiocchi 9mm 115 grain JHP +P+. The subject survived and stated that the officer had shot him for nothing from a substantial distance away. GSR testing showed conclusively that the subject’s torso was approximately 18” from the muzzle of the issue Beretta 92 when it discharged. Randy was acquitted of criminal charges in the shooting at trial in 1990. Two years later, Randy and his department won the civil suit filed against them by the man who was shot.

I use this case when discussing handloads because it is a classic example of how the replicability of factory ammunition, in the forensic evidence sense, can annihilate false allegations by the “bad guy” against the “good guy” who shot him. The records of State of Iowa v. Corporal Randy Willems are archived in the Iowa District Court in Scott County, Davenport, Iowa. Those from the civil suit, Karwoski v. Willems and the City of Davenport, should be at the Iowa Civil Court of Scott County, also located in Davenport, Iowa.

A final word: I did not research the above and place it here to placate lightweight net ninjas. I did it because three recent Internet threads led me to believe that a number of decent people had honest questions about the real-world concerns about using handloads for self-defense, and were possibly putting themselves in jeopardy by doing so. For well over a decade, certain people have been creating an urban myth that says, “No one has ever gotten in trouble in court because they used handloads.”

This is now absolutely, and I hope finally, refuted.

Respectfully submitted,
Massad Ayoob "
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Massad has written a lot of decent material. I agree with most of it. Some of his writing is a bit out in left field.

I had read his two reasons stated above before….

- hand loads seen as extra deadly? I am not sure I agree here because I could just buy a larger caliber gun if that was my goal. So, if we extrapolate my idea, any gun above a certain caliber (pick one) could be construed the same as witchcraft hand-loading.

- I think Mas is on much better ground with the issues it creates for forensic analysis.

Your post is very thought provoking to me, but likely won’t change any minds.
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Your post is very thought provoking to me, but likely won’t change any minds.
I agree, but I see all too often the statement that there are no court cases related to the use of handloads, so this removes that misconception if nothing else.
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Thanks for posting this. I've read some of it before. I'm an avid hand loader. I will "duplicate" factory loads for testing and practice, but I always carry factory ammunition for self defense.
On top of that I shoot the factory ammo in January and reload with a fresh batch.
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Compelling reading! I wonder how much credibility my fellow forum members, if they were on a jury, could give a husband who provided his wife with access to a firearm, even customizing loads for her, while knowing that she had a ‘history of suicidal ideation’. Under current law in my state, that is in itself a crime.
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It's good information for sure.
I've also seen the arguments over the years, but I never really bothered much with them.

I carry factory ammo.

That being said, depending on the prosecutor and the evidence (or lack of evidence), factory ammo could be a problem as well.

In the Rittenhouse case, he used plain FMJ ammo, the prosecution went off on an "exploding bullet" tangent to confuse the jury and make him look worse in their eyes.

Black Talon ammo was discontinued due to a couple of court cases where it was described as extra deadly, and got a lot of bad press.

So it may be wise to check the advertising associated with your factory loads as well.

Bottom line: If prosecutors want to get you, they are going to use anything they can to get you.
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There are a host of reasons that reloading is not for me. I think the message here is rght and clear. Always chose what you feel is best for you, and try your best to look at as many sides as you can as honestly as possible.
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Great post with great articles. I am an experienced reloader, however I can make a mistake with a load. Therefore, I use factory loads in my carry weapons simply for reliability.

However, if I ever do use reloads in my carry weapons, I'll be sure to have the cases marked for identification purposes, and, will have loaded cartridges from the same batch reserved for forensic analysis if need be.;)
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Compelling reading! I wonder how much credibility my fellow forum members, if they were on a jury, could give a husband who provided his wife with access to a firearm, even customizing loads for her, while knowing that she had a ‘history if suicidal ideation’. Under current law in my state, that is in itself a crime.
Not disagreeing, but adding to the discussion. I would be surprised if anybody who caries a weapon isn’t removed from the jury pool by the prosecution. There is a specialist field with the legal profession that concentrates on jury selection.

Don’t expect a jury of your peers in a shooting case.
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<shrug> I'll still shoot what I load, and load what I shoot. Not changing my mind on that.... I consider my hand loads very reliable too.... Of that I have no doubts.
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Great post with great articles. I am an experienced reloader, however I can make a mistake with a load. Therefore, I use factory loads in my carry weapons simply for reliability.

However, if I ever do use reloads in my carry weapons, I'll be sure to have the cases marked for identification purposes, and, will have loaded cartridges from the same batch reserved for forensic analysis if need be.;)
You wouldn't believe the amount of "mistakes" that I've seen with factory ammo in 30+ years! Especially with shotshells but also with metallics.

Factory ammo certainly doesn't mean "mistake free," and I know almost for a fact that my reloaded ammo is more "mistake free" than factory ammo because I make it in MUCH lower volumes than they do and I can inspect every single one.
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I believe the Rittenhouse trial showed that it's possible to be excoriated regardless of ammo type used.

Most amusingly... Rittenhouse was accused of using hollowpoints that "explode" inside the target (Rittenhouse didn't use hollowpoints)

Ritenhouse was also accused of "acting recklessly by loading his weapon with full metal jacket ammo capable of piercing armor" :rolleyes:


Frankly, gun shot residue testing seems more like an art than a true science to this layman.... but the point about repeatability is well taken.
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Appreciate you posting the Mas, Ayoob articles. I used to read him back in the day. If a prosecutor wants to argue that using mild wadcutter bullets are more deadly than factory rounds, please do so. I would not need a ballistics expert to shut that down.
My choice is still handloaded 148 grain, bevel base wadcutters out of a S&W j frame snubbie.
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My thoughts, if you use a firearm to defend yourself "legally" now days, they are gonna try to put you under the jail.
Sadly that's the way the country is getting due to the liberals belief everybody is "innocent" except the law abiding. It's truly sad. So I'm more concerned with putting X round on Y target, the firearm running flawlessly, and the threat being stopped.

I'm not a worrier, about what IF, just look at my profession. I'm gonna use what I have access to, that completes the required task, no matter if its factory, or hand loaded, its of no consequence to my choice.

If I'm in that predicament I have bigger problems.
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This is really in response to the recent what cartridge do you carry thread. I see a post or two in the thread potentially turning into a handload for carry discussion. The am not going to debate it. I carry factory but we all need to carry what we feel comfortable carrying. But to say there are no examples of where handloads have proved problematic is false. Here is something I am borrowing from Mas Ayoob that has a list of cases where it has proven problematic. A lot of it has to do with the data and certainy surrounding a factory load vs a handload. So feel free to read through and make your own decisions. It is easy to discount and say well, there is no uncertainty in my loads, it’s x grains of y powder. But take it to the next step. It gets to prove that is your load. Sure, you got a box of that load, but how is that not your practice loads? It’s all about what you can prove and when the recovered bullet and casing match a factory load and the powder residue in the fired case matches the powder not available on the open market pretty much verifies the load used.
So take it for what it’s worth. And handloaders, I get it, I am a big handloader and I have never hunted with a factory load. I have certain rifles that have never had a factory load touch them, but for me, for defense purposes, give me a factory load.


"Cases Where Handloads Caused Problems in Court

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As promised, here are the sources for records for any who feel a need to confirm the cases I have referenced previously where handloaded ammunition caused problems for people in the aftermath of shootings.

As I have noted in this thread earlier, and as the attorneys who have responded to this matter have confirmed, local trials and results are not usually available on-line. However, in each case, I have included the location where the physical records of the trials are archived.

NH v. Kennedy

James Kennedy, a sergeant on the Hampton, NH police force, pursued a drunk driver whose reckless operation of the vehicle had forced other motorists off the road. The suspect ended up in a ditch, stalled and trying to get underway again. Advised by radio that responding backup officers were still a distance away, and fearing that the man would get back on the road and kill himself and others, Kennedy approached the vehicle. At the driver’s door, the suspect grabbed Kennedy’s Colt .45 auto and pulled it towards himself. It discharged in his face, causing massive injury.

The reload in the gun was a 200 grain Speer JHP, loaded to duplicate the 1000 fps from a 5” barrel then advertised by Speer for the same bullet in loaded cartridge configuration.

This was the first case where I saw the argument, “Why wasn’t regular ammunition deadly enough for you,” used by opposing counsel. They charged Kennedy with aggravated assault. They made a large issue out of his use of handloads, suggesting that they were indicative of a reckless man obsessed with causing maximum damage.

Defense counsel hired the expert I suggested, Jim Cirillo, who did a splendid job of demolishing that argument and other bogus arguments against Kennedy at trial, and Kennedy was acquitted.

This case dates back to the late 1970s. The local courts tell me that the case documentation will be on file at Rockingham County Superior Court, PO Box 1258, Kingston, NH 03843. File search time is billed at $25 per hour for cases such as this that date back prior to 1988.

NJ V. Bias

This is the classic case of gunshot residue (GSR) evidence being complicated by the use of handloaded ammunition, resulting in a case being misinterpreted in a tragic and unjust way. On the night of 2/26/89, Danny Bias entered the master bedroom of his home to find his wife Lise holding the family home defense revolver, a 6” S&W 686, to her head. He told police that knowing that she had a history of suicidal ideation, he attempted to grab the gun, which discharged, killing her. The gun was loaded with four handloaded lead SWC cartridges headstamped Federal .38 Special +P.

Autopsy showed no GSR. The medical examiner determined that Lise Bias had a reach of 30”, and the NJSP Crime Lab in Trenton determined that the gun in question would deposit GSR to a distance of 50” or more with either factory Federal 158 grain SWC +P .38 Special, or handloads taken from his home under warrant for testing after Danny told them about the reloads. However, the reloads that were taken and tested had Remington-Peters headstamps on the casings and were obviously not from the same batch.

Danny had loaded 50 rounds into the Federal cases of 2.3, 2.6, and 2.9 grains of Bullseye, with Winchester primers, under an unusually light 115 grain SWC that he had cast himself, seeking a very light load that his recoil sensitive wife could handle. The gun had been loaded at random from that box of 50 and there was no way of knowing which of the three recipes was in the chamber from which the fatal bullet was launched.

We duplicated that load, and determined that with all of them and particularly the 2.3 grain load, GSR distribution was so light that it could not be reliably gathered or recovered, from distances as short as 24”. Unfortunately, the remaining rounds in the gun could not be disassembled for testing as they were the property of the court, and there is no forensic artifact that can determine the exact powder charge that was fired from a given spent cartridge.

According to an attorney who represented him later, police originally believed the death to be a suicide. However, the forensic evidence testing indicated that was not possible, and it was listed as suspicious death. Based largely on the GSR evidence, as they perceived it, the Warren County prosecutor’s office presented the case to the grand jury, which indicted Danny Bias for Murder in the First Degree in the death of his wife.

Attorney John Lanza represented Danny very effectively at his first trial, which ended in a hung jury. Legal fees exceeded $100,000, bankrupting Danny; Attorney Lanza, who believed then and now in his client’s innocence, swallowed some $90,000 worth of legal work for which he was never paid.

For his second trial, Bias was assigned attorney Elisabeth Smith by the Public Defender’s office. Challenging the quality of evidence collection, she was able to weaken the prosecution’s allegation that the GSR factor equaled murder, but because the GSR issue was so muddled by the handloaded ammo factor, she could not present concrete evidence that the circumstances were consistent with suicide, and the second trial ended with a hung jury in 1992. At this point, the prosecution having twice failed to convince a jury beyond a reasonable doubt, the judge threw out the murder charge.

It was after this that I personally lost track of the case. However, I’ve learned this past week that the case of NJ v. Daniel Bias was tried a third time in the mid-1990s, resulting in his being acquitted of Aggravated Manslaughter but convicted of Reckless Manslaughter. The appellate division of the Public Defender’s office handled his post-conviction relief and won him a fourth trial. The fourth trial, more than a decade after the shooting, ended with Danny Bias again convicted of Reckless Manslaughter. By now, the state had changed its theory and was suggesting that Danny had pointed the gun at her head to frighten her, thinking one of the two empty chambers would come up under the firing pin, but instead discharging the gun. Danny Bias was sentenced to six years in the penitentiary, and served three before being paroled. He remains a convicted felon who cannot own a firearm.

It is interesting to hear the advice of the attorneys who actually tried this case. John Lanza wrote, “When a hand load is used in an incident which becomes the subject of a civil or criminal trial, the duplication of that hand load poses a significant problem for both the plaintiff or the prosecutor and the defendant. Once used, there is no way, with certainty, to determine the amount of powder or propellant used for that load. This becomes significant when forensic testing is used in an effort to duplicate the shot and the resulting evidence on the victim or target.”

He adds, “With the commercial load, one would be in a better position to argue the uniformity between the loads used for testing and the subject load. With a hand load, you have no such uniformity. Also, the prosecution may utilize either standard loads or a different hand load in its testing. The result would be distorted and could be prejudicial to the defendant. Whether or not the judge would allow such a scientific test to be used at trial, is another issue, which, if allowed, would be devastating for the defense. From a strictly forensic standpoint, I would not recommend the use of hand loads because of the inherent lack of uniformity and the risk of unreliable test results. Once the jury hears the proof of an otherwise unreliable test, it can be very difficult to ‘unring the bell.’”

Ms. Smith had this to say, after defending Danny Bias through his last three trials. I asked her, “Is it safe to say that factory ammunition, with consistently replicable gunshot residue characteristics, (would) have proven that the gun was within reach of Lise’s head in her own hand, and kept the case from escalating as it did?”

She replied, “You’re certainly right about that. Gunshot residue was absolutely the focus of the first trial. The prosecution kept going back to the statement, “It couldn’t have happened the way he said it did’.”

The records on the Bias trials should be available through:
The Superior Court of New Jersey
Warren County
313 Second Street
PO Box 900
Belvedere, NJ 07823

Those who wish to follow the appellate track of this case will find it in the Atlantic Reporter.

142 N.J. 572, 667 A.2d 190 (Table)

Supreme Court of New Jersey
State
v.
Daniel N. Bias
NOS. C-188 SEPT.TERM 1995, 40,813
Oct 03, 1995
Disposition: Cross-pet. Denied.
N.J. 1995.
State v. Bias
142 N>J> 572, 667 A.2d 190 (Table)


TN v. Barnes

The decedent attacked Robert Barnes and his young daughter with a large knife and was shot to death by the defendant with SJHP .38 Special reloads from a Smith & Wesson Model 36. The distance between the two at the time of the shooting became a key element in the trial, and a misunderstanding of that distance was a primary reason he was charged with Murder. The evidence was messed up in a number of ways in this case, and I do not believe the reloaded ammo (which the prosecution did not recognize to be such until during the trial) was the key problem, but it definitely was part of a problem in reconstructing the case. We were able to do that without GSR evidence, and Mr. Barnes won an acquittal. In this case, I believe the use of factory ammo, combined with proper handling and preserving of the evidence by the initial investigators, would have made the defense much easier and might well have prevented the case from ever being lodged against him.

The records of TN v. Barnes are archived under case number 87297015 at:

Criminal Justice Center
201 Poplar
Suite 401
Memphis, TN 38103

Iowa v. Cpl. Randy Willems

A man attempted to disarm and murder Corporal Randy Willems of the Davenport, IA Police Department, screaming “Give me your (expletive deleted) gun, I’ll blow your (expletive deleted) brains out.” Willems shot him during the third disarming attempt, dropping him instantly with one hit to the abdomen from a department issue factory round, Fiocchi 9mm 115 grain JHP +P+. The subject survived and stated that the officer had shot him for nothing from a substantial distance away. GSR testing showed conclusively that the subject’s torso was approximately 18” from the muzzle of the issue Beretta 92 when it discharged. Randy was acquitted of criminal charges in the shooting at trial in 1990. Two years later, Randy and his department won the civil suit filed against them by the man who was shot.

I use this case when discussing handloads because it is a classic example of how the replicability of factory ammunition, in the forensic evidence sense, can annihilate false allegations by the “bad guy” against the “good guy” who shot him. The records of State of Iowa v. Corporal Randy Willems are archived in the Iowa District Court in Scott County, Davenport, Iowa. Those from the civil suit, Karwoski v. Willems and the City of Davenport, should be at the Iowa Civil Court of Scott County, also located in Davenport, Iowa.

A final word: I did not research the above and place it here to placate lightweight net ninjas. I did it because three recent Internet threads led me to believe that a number of decent people had honest questions about the real-world concerns about using handloads for self-defense, and were possibly putting themselves in jeopardy by doing so. For well over a decade, certain people have been creating an urban myth that says, “No one has ever gotten in trouble in court because they used handloads.”

This is now absolutely, and I hope finally, refuted.

Respectfully submitted,
Massad Ayoob "
Here's a documented case of handloads not working and it's on video. .44 Magnum handloads, fired by a competitive shooter working as a security guard, 4 shots on the perps torso and they all pass through with no expansion. Any projectile can fail to expand but 4 in a row? At 44 Magnum velocities? C'mon. That's a problem with the powder load being too weak. Not enough testing on the projectile or NO testing of the projectile.

People easily fall victim to confirmation bias and cognitive dissonance.
They accept something as true for any number of reasons and then dismiss any contradictory evidence because it doesn't reinforce what they already believe - cognitive dissonance.
Any confirmatory evidence is of course accepted as it reinforces what they already believe - confirmation bias.
Here's the video:
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Here's a documented case of handloads not working and it's on video. .44 Magnum handloads, fired by a competitive shooter working as a security guard, 4 shots on the perps torso and they all pass through with no expansion. Any projectile can fail to expand but 4 in a row? At 44 Magnum velocities? C'mon. That's a problem with the powder load being too weak. Not enough testing on the projectile or NO testing of the projectile.

People easily fall victim to confirmation bias and cognitive dissonance.
They accept something as true for any number of reasons and then dismiss any contradictory evidence because it doesn't reinforce what they already believe - cognitive dissonance.
Any confirmatory evidence is of course accepted as it reinforces what they already believe - confirmation bias.
Here's the video:
He definitely covered his ASP!
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I look at it a bit differently. I have had more factory rounds fail than my handloads. My handloads are always held to extremely stringent requirements. They are proven in a firearm before its greenlighted as a defensive platform, or any other task it's made to do. Any such firearm is vetted before its carried. Plus I make sure I'm good with it. I make every reload as if my life counts on it, no exceptions. With that level of scrutiny I'm comfortable.

Factory ammo in most cases is made to work in firearms of that caliber. Various makers, actions purposes. Different production lots, and tolerances. My loads are tuned to my particular firearms. So better reliability, and accuracy.

Then choosing the correct tool for the job. Proper bullet selection, distance, speed, have to be determined. This applies to factory ammo, and reloads. Their is no one does all solution. An example a 270win with a 140 accubond at 15 yards is too fast to stop a deer, will get a pass through. 100 yards same setup, drop on the spot due to energy transfer.

Just my opinion I trust mine, but do not trust others.
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A few years ago, I spent the bucks and met with a gun-friendly criminal defense attorney to discuss issues around self-defense. Here are some of the things she told me:

1. The prosecutor may bring up the issue of ammunition or caliber being “extra deadly”, but the ultimate legal point is that if you had justification to use lethal force, you are under no obligation to use a “less lethal” method. If you are justified in killing someone, it doesn’t matter how dead they end up.

In short, a prosecutor may bring up all sorts of irrelevances in order to confuse the jury and it will be up to your attorney to point out that they are irrelevant.

2. There are cases where handloads made forensic analysis difficult, but they are rare. Most cases don’t rely on forensic analysis of any complexity. Even a complex homicide case rarely has anything more complex than bullet rifling comparison (a vastly over-rated technique) and gunpowder residue.

For that matter, there can be significant lot-to-lot variation in factory ammunition, especially small companies and short runs of specialized ammunition - for example big companies blend different powders to maintain consistent muzzle velocity despite lot-to-lot variation in powder.

3. Forensic “experts” are, sadly, guns for hire and will slant the evidence to support whichever side is paying them. The data may be clear, but the interpretation is up to the “expert” because they jury won’t be able to interpret them. If you are involved in a self-defense shooting and the prosecutor brings in a forensic expert, your attorney needs to get a better one.


On the reliability question, I’ve had more failures with (cheap) factory ammunition than I have with my handloads, but I still carry quality factory ammunition. Why? Because even with the most high-end ammunition has a lot of people out there shooting it and a reputable company will put out recalls if there is a problem. Not so with my handloads.
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A few years ago, I spent the bucks and met with a gun-friendly criminal defense attorney to discuss issues around self-defense. Here are some of the things she told me:

1. The prosecutor may bring up the issue of ammunition or caliber being “extra deadly”, but the ultimate legal point is that if you had justification to use lethal force, you are under no obligation to use a “less lethal” method. If you are justified in killing someone, it doesn’t matter how dead they end up.

In short, a prosecutor may bring up all sorts of irrelevances in order to confuse the jury and it will be up to your attorney to point out that they are irrelevant.

2. There are cases where handloads made forensic analysis difficult, but they are rare. Most cases don’t rely on forensic analysis of any complexity. Even a complex homicide case rarely has anything more complex than bullet rifling comparison (a vastly over-rated technique) and gunpowder residue.

For that matter, there can be significant lot-to-lot variation in factory ammunition, especially small companies and short runs of specialized ammunition - for example big companies blend different powders to maintain consistent muzzle velocity despite lot-to-lot variation in powder.

3. Forensic “experts” are, sadly, guns for hire and will slant the evidence to support whichever side is paying them. The data may be clear, but the interpretation is up to the “expert” because they jury won’t be able to interpret them. If you are involved in a self-defense shooting and the prosecutor brings in a forensic expert, your attorney needs to get a better one.


On the reliability question, I’ve had more failures with (cheap) factory ammunition than I have with my handloads, but I still carry quality factory ammunition. Why? Because even with the most high-end ammunition has a lot of people out there shooting it and a reputable company will put out recalls if there is a problem. Not so with my handloads.
Great post. Thanks for it.
I think it's a load of crappolla BUT for the cost of factory carry ammo I remove that variable from any possible consideration. Same as my stock carry gun without any killer mods that make the gun easier to kill with. The same gun and ammo combo that anybody can buy in the store. The variable I won't remove is going to the range and putting thousands of rounds through it which makes me more deadly. I even use a silhouette on occasion.
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